The Ordinary Years That Were Not Ordinary at All

How God prepares us for hard times is almost never obvious while it is happening. In fact, most of the time it looks like nothing at all. It looks like a job. A season. A few ordinary years you would not think to write down anywhere. This week on the podcast, our guest Brittany Plourde told

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The Season You Could Not Feel Him — And He Was There the Whole Time

When God feels distant during cancer, most of us quietly land on one of two conclusions. Either He has walked away from us… or we have done something to push Him away. However, I want to offer you a third possibility tonight. And I believe it is the true one. He is right there. You just

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Brittany’s Story, Part One: I’ve Got This

Weak faith during cancer is something almost none of us want to admit out loud. However, that is exactly why I wanted you to hear this conversation. In this episode, my friend Brittany Plourde takes us all the way back to 2018 and her very first cancer diagnosis. And she is remarkably honest about where

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Faith Through Prostate Cancer — Doug’s Story of Not Walking Alone

Today I get to introduce you to my friend Doug DeFouw, and his story of faith through prostate cancer is one of the most honest conversations I have had on this podcast. Doug did not clean it up for us. He told me about the anger, the isolation, and the years he spent trying to

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Faith and Fear During Cancer: You’re Not Failing

If you’re a believer walking through cancer and you still feel afraid, let me say something it took me too long to learn: that fear does not mean your faith is failing. Faith and fear during cancer can live in the same heart at the same time — and God is not disappointed in you

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Surrendering to God During Cancer: The Bravest Thing You Can Do

Everything in you wants to fight. To control. To manage every scan, every appointment, every possible outcome. I know, because that was me. But somewhere along my cancer journey, I discovered that surrendering to God during cancer wasn’t the white flag I feared — it was the doorway to the only peace that held when

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God as a Relationship, Not a Resource: Letting Go of Control

Letting go of control might be the hardest thing cancer ever asks of you — especially if you have spent your whole life being the person who figures things out. I know, because I was that person. And the truth I had to learn, the same one figure skater Scott Hamilton had to learn, is

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Either Way You Win: Trusting God With Your Cancer Journey

When I talk about trusting God through cancer, I am not talking about pretending you are not scared. I spent the first stretch of my own journey gripping every fear with both hands, so I understand the pull to control what feels completely out of control. But somewhere along the way — in the middle

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From Lukewarm to All In — What Cancer Taught Me About My Relationship with Jesus

Be honest with yourself for a moment. How would you describe your relationship with Jesus right now? If the word “lukewarm” comes to mind — if you believe, you go to church sometimes, you pray when life gets hard, but deep down you know you are going through the motions — I want you to stay

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When God Becomes More Than Convenient

Perhaps you know exactly what Greg Taylor means when he describes a convenience relationship with God — one that shows up in a crisis and goes quiet when life is good. God was there when Greg needed him. However, he hadn’t been faithfully recognizing how many gifts God had been giving him all along. And for

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